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eric: Nice journal, have a great week!
you know me...: hey you, just seein if you are ever here anymore. gosh, blog.. and! go try answering my riddle! muaha..
Anonymous: do you go to SHS Will? and if you do, what teacher are you talkin about?
Koto: Hey, Will! Yeah, I haven't talked to you in a while! Thanks for tagging me. I guess I'll see you later, see ya!
Kristen: Yeah. lol. now wae just need to get you to write subthing of substance! j/k!
Sweety Babe: hey you.. just stoppin by.. miss you lots.. much love
Kristen: Hey!! You finally blogged 4 real this time!! I was about to give up on ya. Oh well, my confidence in you has been restored!!!!!
Cleighten: Hey there!!! Enjoyed my visit!!!
allimac: i be good willum
beckybaby: Hey! like your blog! nice, simple, and funny. ttyl
ten-ten: wow... you are like never here... sad times... well, ttyl..
ten-ten: ps:
ten-ten: hey you, you're not home right about now but that's ok, cause im sayin hi anyways muahaha!!!! and you need to BLOG!!! well, ill ttys
chimmy: good! hee hee. j/k.
Will: ok, i will
chimmy: willum!!!!!! you neeeed to blog!!!!! you blog even less than i doo!!!!!!!!!!
curlee sue: hey this is Sara i was saying hi and ya and stuff, hope you get more sleep lol
ten-ten: hey you, just sayin hi
Bailey: Hello how are you I was crusing the web journal site and found you thought I would say Hello
Sheri: `Nice Little Hole In The Wall You Have Here! I'm Come Back Later To Read More Ta!
Rev. Handy: This is an interesting site worth the visit time and time again... God Bless!!!!
ten-ten: hey you whats up?
ten-ten: hey just stoppin by to say hi
alli mac: crazy is great!
chimmy: hey, i was talkin to that sweetheart of yours too, and she really did blush when i read it.
Erin: Hey! just bloghoppin. Nice site!
~*NiCkI*~: Hey whats up?Nothin here..I was looking through my interests and I realized I only had one friend soo hmmm wanna add meh lmao
Amy: hello
alli mac: howday!
allimac: howdy will!
Hanki: Will, you are so dramatic and how can you forget your sisters birthday.
ten-ten: hey that would be great i need to get a life n e wayz lol. catch ya laterz
alli mac: what up will? you gotta come to R180!
ten-ten: i guess i heard wrong apparently, sorriez. u should come to rev180 on wednesday. it will be awesome!
ten-ten: i hear your puter is broken, i hope it is fixed soon.
ten-ten: hanki is right. you should come to youth group! ps-do you have email?
Hanki: You should come to youth group.
Lyza: Hello Will Long time no tag Guess what, I have changed my journal URL and You can check out the new one just click my name Take Care and hope you still remember me
ten-ten: hello...umm...just cruisin by...
ten-ten: u have not blogged in a while how is everything going? i hope its all good :)
chim: P.S. when i'm talking about "it" i mean my blog.
chim-chim: Hi Will! i'm replying to your reply. things are fine. how about you? and also, thanx. i put alot of thought into it(well, actually, tenny designed it for me cause i have absolutly no skill in designing thing, but trust me, it totally fits my personality. but i did put alot of thought into the top-greeting-part thing.),and yours is relly cool too.
ten-ten: howz it goin? just stoppin by to say
Alicia: Hey don't mention it! ;) Have a good week now!
Bubblefanny: hey there!
Koto: Cool! I have another friend now!! Thanks!!
ten-ten: Things are going ok i guess. its sad to hear that you dont like goths, they are really nice people, even if they are on the wrong track.
Koto: Yeah, I know I haven't been here in a while. Bravenet deleted some of my tags and your's were among them. Sorry!! ^^: Maybe we could be friends? Then we wouldn't lose the sites again.
ten-ten: Love the change on your site too. Sorry to hear about your girl troubles, hope all goes well.

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Tuesday, January 31st 2006

9:48 PM

My Misunderstanding

  • Mood: I can proudly say "The Sadest A Man Could Ever Get"..
  • Music: Magnet: Hold On
  • What I'm Doing: Sulking now..(happy dad?..)
  • Thoughts: When you cry with real feeling..your head feels like its swelling and your tears are warm as you sit and look at your troubles..

We stand walking

From the fog

Up and walking

Side by side, talking

 

It was a sight to see

We were friends

Should’ve been seen

Just Her and me

 

She was lost in confusion

Of what I thought humanity

Bringing me there

I too was in Her confusion

 

 

Throwing words

Hoping to get a signal

But nothing came back

We were truly over

 

 

I didn’t plan on this

But you are pushing me

She ended our bliss

I’m a world of complaining

 

Could try calling

Wouldn’t mean a thing

We were in no doubt, in trouble

Have a lumpy throat anyways

 

 

Throwing words

Hoping to get a signal

But nothing came back

We were at a friendship

 

 

Painful to admit

But I believe it was my ****

And now we are down to our knees sad

And now the man to bring Her back

Is scratching something he can’t scratch

 

Love wasn’t in my head anymore

It was gone

Left a note on the floor

I’m gone

 

 

If we were more again

Showing nothing but our love

We were friends

 

I didn’t understand

I know

Forcing the extra push

The push that made me go

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Monday, January 30th 2006

9:47 PM

Hero Acolyte

  • Mood: Somewhat depressed, not all the way though..i guess i'm just angry because of my curiosity
  • Music: Queensryche: Spreading the Disease
  • What I'm Doing: accusing Love of pain
  • Thoughts: "Is there a Love?"

Darkened by day

Lives have fade away

Who could be there

There to save

 

Victims of the wolves

Knowing Evil lives, nothing should

Through sacrifice

Struggle, pressure

Something that would earn Her back

Though feeling down

No one can help yourself up

 

You lie buried in a crypt

A tomb of treasure

Of things you hadn't earned

The prowl is loose, but will you awaken

Question is..

Will you awaken?

 

Yes, things strike in the night

Bring life to your mind

And distorted the world may seem to you

Fact is, you still lie here

Here with your gold and jewels

 

Awaken yourself

Help them who are in need

Their constant, yet silent pleas

 

The reminder again

More to sacrifice

More struggle and new troubles

Awaken, hidden Hero

Rise, rise, rise again

And show a world that you haven't betrayed

 

Remove your curse

Release your your chains

Rise from your Throne

End the worst

 

Awaken Hero Acolyte

 

Remove your stone

Release from your chamber

Rise to the Evil

Defend your Home

 

"..Arise I shall

Fight those who oppose me

Destroy the living lies

And earn the right of conquering

I have withdrawn..

For far too long

Time to end a Darker Might

From a Hero Acolyte.."

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Saturday, January 14th 2006

8:23 PM

Witness my Mischeif!!!

  • Mood: excited and bored
  • Music: Toby Mac/Burn for You
  • What I'm Doing: hijacking this blog muaha
  • Thoughts: I Love You!

(but don't tell!)

This is Tenny, posting for De Willum, cause his accont was messed up and i fixed it. haha!

He should be posting soon, but in the meantime, ill torturize you all

cya on my own blog,

†Ŧëŋňу°«

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Sunday, August 14th 2005

10:41 PM

  • Mood: Couldn't possibly be happier
  • Music: Megadeth: She-Wolf
  • What I'm Doing: Thinkin about my babe
  • Thoughts: Dances, vacations, dates, special events..and things ta come..
Well, unlike other days, this one was one of the best!  I'm sooo happy right now.  It's been forever since I've seen my babe and I saw her again today! Today was awesome..ya'll have a nice evenin..I'm goin to sleep
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Saturday, August 13th 2005

9:00 PM

  • Mood: Unsatisfied with how I've been treated by certain people lately
  • Music: Megadeth: She-Wolf
  • What I'm Doing: My heart is in pain, so I think i should watch what's going on and caress it before it breaks again
  • Thoughts: Terrible mistakes no one yet has seen

ANYTHING LEADS TO MURDER...Something that catches your eye lives not long, but lives to see you die.  It waits.  They jolt out of nowhere and they are with you for certain time.  Could be forever.  It's not what others want you to seek though..temptations to run through the night stealing life with the hands of revenge that was only brought by something that was brought to life because of someone and their thoughts of greed and misleadment.  It would make someone a murderer and what you have to realize, is that it would be your fault.  Creating something that would kill because of you.  And what they wanted was something better to come their way.  Something that could be better for many.  And what could make it worse?..Misunderstanding them.  It would make sense to finish off something that was almost to perfection, but was cut short by some mere distraction.  I'll be disturbed forever, but i found something that could slow my painful death.  My heart breaks again slowly.  Like a broken vase with pieces gluing together slowly and someone I know has the only mallet to destroy the rest of the feeling I have left of their desire.  Murder will lead to more distractions and a circle of destruction is formed.  And the only way to fix it, is for someone to fix what they didn't know was wrong.  And that's their problem, they can't see, they can't understand, you give so many hints, they will never get you, they forget you, and eventually..you will forget yourself..lost in something that wasn't your fault.  There is still a path of violence which can't be stopped though, because this someone doesn't have a clue what they did wrong.  They'll guess it right sometime.  To see a mistake they can't help to not see and something I apparently have no choice but to accept..unless they can find and fix what they've screwed up.  And now, I conclude a crying attempt to fix mistakes that were not found yet..

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Friday, August 12th 2005

7:56 PM

  • Mood: Sooo glad to be at my house knowing that I have a very special loved one
  • Music: Megadeth: A Tout le Monde
  • What I'm Doing: relaxing..thinkin about my girlfriend
  • Thoughts: I just love thinkin about my special sweetheart
IN DARKNESS LIES PEACE, WAITING ONLY FOR YOU TO DWELL..Dwelling into something gives you peace.  Notice the people around you.  Do they dwell?  Dwelling in a pool of hate or peace.  Dwelling in hate is something not most people do.  Dwelling in peace is the same thing basically.  Peace is hard to find, there is no way to get what you want without passing some kind of trial.  Dwelling is patience.  Patience is the road to peace.  What would drive you there though?  Who knows.  Stupidity perhaps?  Maybe alittle jealousy?  Something that results in pain.  Now these days, people only see the horrible things pain does, but there are the good sides of those kind of things.  Truth is, we will all find peace.  atience is always the key to success.  The rotten and spoiled of them all get what they want as fast as you can snap your fingers.  They die the youngest too, if you've noticed..either that or they're all just messed up in the head.  Patience has it's ending point, if you start now, you'll get something better in the future.  Actors and actresses are jerks, don't expect to be one.  Everyone has a chance to be something better than some jester on a screen.  People can be better than that.  It doesn't matter how funny some of those people are or what they act like..they're just following a script made by dreamers.  I have no idea where this came up, but it's true..isn't it?  People will deny, but that's ok..we'll know exactly what kind of person they are.  A 'wanna-be'.  But hey, if that's who they want to be, let them be jesters.
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Saturday, August 6th 2005

9:32 AM

Something to think about

  • Mood: Average
  • Music: My window's open, so I'm hearing birds
Ever felt like you were something important to some people and the feeling started fading away because of the things they said? What wasn't said directly to you and something the person with no doubt would realize, but does still affect you? Ever felt like you were someone of 'uniqueness' and were shot down by what others thought of you and the things you did and the things you like? What friends would they be? If you tell them not to do something because it would hurt you and they did it anyway.  What friend are they for taking advantage of you? What type of person would push you around, could be younger than you, and thought they knew everything about you, when in fact..they only know the you that was with them or the you that you don't share with anyone else. Like a one-of-a- kind trait, used to cover up something that only you wouldn't want to explain. Wouldn't want to explain because it meant so much to you and you wouldn't know the outcome of what could be another broken friendship. Wouldn't want to explain because the others wouldn't understand.  They would listen, yes..and say they do understand when they think you don't know them. Fact is, they don't understand, probably no one will, and it doesn't matter because eventually someone will see what you've gone through. Why not explain in writting a book? Again, no one would understand you. You could explain something in person with someone understanding more of what you said than what you wrote. Everyone holds back something. Something they don't want others to know about for one specific reason. It's not what would affect the listener, it's what would affect the speaker. You would have a lump in your throat everytime you would begin to say it, but why not finish it? Emotional distress? Not having the guts? Whatever it is, it prevents people from saying what they'd want to say..if they wanted to say it. And there are times you do, but switch to something else just because you know no one could understand. Why is having friends healthy? It's not really..just a human desire. They are like ads on television. "When you buy this, you get this absolutely free!" It's just like that. When you earn your friend, you automatically think you'll get this good friendship, but when the time arrives, it's not there. In fact, it's never there. We see something that looks like a real friendship, but it's fake. You want someone to be there for you..even people say the would be there for you, but they're never there. We do try our best though. People out there reading this will judge me, no doubt, but who sees that? Me. I know some of the people too. I let it slide everytime, but now I'm telling them that I know what I see. And what I see isn't good. I ask..If you don't understand me, what right gives it that you can judge me? To most of you, I am a friend. To a very, very few, I am something more. Life isn't perfect, but when you see something like this, it shows little of what you have and what you don't need.
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Thursday, July 21st 2005

6:55 PM

A song i had no lyrics to, lol

  • Mood: Happy, Excited
  • Music: A humming version of what i typed, lmbo

You, You thought right

Putting something at so far heights

preventing something from happening

 

You were right..

Vision still sees sight

Some hope that was left for you to begin with

 

For along time now, feeling pain, never felt so worse

Because of you, You set up something that would see my path

With so much pressure, changing my own course

 

You were right along

Showing me what was wrong

You have done something to make me see better..

 

Finding things that were tossed

Knew what was gone

Found what was lost

You showed me to conquerer my way

Because of you and what you needed

With guided hastle..

..no more bleeding..

 

You..

I found you

Now where would this take me

To make something new

 

Blinded by negative reactions

Tempted with misleading contractions

To now find myself justifying reasons

 

You being not so contempt

Showing me what you meant

To help me finding you again..

 

Losing so much..plus you

Loving, Hugging, Kissing, Missing You

What would i do without you..

 

Finding things that were tossed

Knew what was gone

But never lost

I want you more than ever..

Begging: Forever Together..

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Saturday, July 16th 2005

12:31 PM

And I Put Myself to Sleep

  • Mood: Same as before..
  • Music: The same..

The days I don't want to keep

They come back, haunting me

Everytime I look at you

You explain without saying a word

Time is limited

The world in famine

They can cry until I bleed

Lord, Just sweep me off my feet..

There are times where people don't see

When someone is all alone

And they dont care, cause when the time comes

We arrive to an unanswered home

And I Put Myself to Sleep

And people think "insanity"

But do they know me?

Apparently not..

Who are they to judge?

The ones who care, but don't love

I Put Myself to Sleep

Silently..

For you who think it's not right,

What is right?

Being shown guilty,

Without putting up a fight

Again, days that I don't want to keep

Because, eventually

I'll Put Myself to Sleep

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Saturday, July 16th 2005

2:47 AM

Today is about 3 & a Half Hrs Old..

  • Mood: Somewhat depressed, really really sorry, really really really bad about myself, and kinda've been a jerk..wouldn't feel too good after awhile -Yep..all that
  • Music: a song i wrote: 'And I Put Myself to Sleep'

Has anyone heard of Rasputin? Well, he was an Evil Monk that apparently had the gifts of an unatural being. Everybody seems to disrespect this man of mystic. I don't know why, but I don't think anyone should disrespect someone like that. It's pretty amazing how he died, and he never did really die, until..he died, lol. I find it facinating, wouldn't you? I mean, Rasputin ate a whole bunch of things that were purposely poisoned, recieved a point blank gun shot wound to the head and was shot several times while retreating for his poor life. He was then tied up and thrown into a freezing river. When they found his corpse, he was almost free from the rope and needed air to breathe, but his lungs were filled with water and he drowned before he could reach the surface! That's one amazing and true story folks! Then again, he was a man of partying and prostitution and that's really, really not my style, lmbo. But still, he was a man of prophecy and healing. I find that awesome. Yeah, his pics freak me out..and i like it, lmbo! Yeah..it's amazing what the History Channel does to your brain, lol. Well, besides knowing that, I feel awful, like crime awful, except it wasn't a crime, lol..jus not talking to someone special that i care about alot.. Well,..hmm..wait a sec..yeah..that's kind of a crime..no..it is one..but i'll make it up. Hopefully..Ever get that heart ache where you want to do something about it? Not for yourself, but for someone else? I kinda feel like that..I feel like doing alot of stuff. I gotta see my babe again..cause i've been thinkin about her all the time and i jus..gotta see her again..I forgot what i was gonna talk about yesterday afternoon when she came over..isn't that awful?? I felt like and still feel like a complete jerk and I feel really, really sorry. What I was gonna say was pointless like i mentioned, but i still wanted to say it..and i didn't, so..yeah..i jus feel really, really, really bad about myself and hope i could make it up to my sweet and lovely babe..hmm..That's all, i guess..

                                                                              Will

P.S. Ya'll have a nice day, k?

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